....Studying + Eating = /

hi all!

So this is just a short quick update on my random life..

i'm just finished an exam this morning, at 10.00, and i slept 4.5 hours last night.It's not 7.36 pm, and i'm cray tired. My eyes are so tempted to closing, but i can not sleep, because my family is having a party at he moment.

So what have i been up to these days?

i realized that i have gained probably 10 pounds ever since i started dating my bf. Notice how i blame it on him! hahaha, but i truly believe that he is the true curplit! My goal for this year is to lose that weight, so i started to go back to the gym. On monday, i went to the school gym we have. It's very nice and big, i shouldve taken a picture. When i went on the cardio machine, i realized how unfit i was, because within 5 minutes, i felt tired, dizzy, and just thought i was gonna barf and past out! LOL. it's so sad, i was so disappointed in my self, but perhapes i was taking it too extreme for the first time back on the machine after almos a year of not working out! Let's just say it's a combinaion of the both. hehe.

So yes, i realized that dieting is insanely difficult.

FIRST OF ALL.


my biggest obsticle to my bf. He always spoil me with food, and ask if i want to eat anything. I told him countless times that i was on a diet, but he would always ask me "hunni, you want food? fries? bbt? icecream??!" haha....NOW you might understand why things have turned out the way it did. WE always go out to eat, just because london is so boring, and everything seems to involve FOOD!

2nd -


food is so irresistible, i love food. it's so yummmy and FRIES are so hard to resist. WHAT food, you ABSOLUTELY can't resist??!!

3rd -


school does not work with my diet! i wake up early, but don't have time to eat breakfast. i stay up late, so sometimes i need to eat something late, bcos i won' sleep until 1-2. IT BUGS ME when i'm working intesnsly with an empty stomach. My eating habit is no where near stable. It's at he most random time during the day and it always changes. sometimes i'm starving to death, and other imes i'm bloated to death. AHAHA


4th -



i feel like i never have time to work out. i wake up,i go to to school, i study, do hmwk and i sleep. weekends, i just want to relax if i can, but other times i prob have to study bcos i usually have exams on saturday.

That is all i can think of right now but those are the main things.

So my goal now is to:

1. go to the gym more, and make use of my tuition! (it was included)
2. no more pops, or junk food
3. not eating afer 6.ish
4. eat out less! byebye pasta, byebye wings, byebye icecream, you will always have a place in my heart. hehe

SUMMER IS APPROACHING! it's time for workout resolutions!! anyone else in on this?

What do you guys usually do at the gym??

my favourite machine is the :



i'm personally, not a runner. i rather do any cardio other running. I don' know. anyone else feel this way? NONEtheless, running is a great workout, i just feel like it'd make my legs big. hee



i love doing weights as well. i use the dumb bells and those flat cushioned stands to do stetches and "work outs" to help out things like love handles! they are quite helpful and they DO WORK! believe me. SIMPLE things WORK!

the only sad part is, i 've gained i back!...:(

If you want something done, you just gotta do it. Be motivated, and if your not, get motivated. What inspires you??

I know she does:

Lee Hyori:


so i'm aware she may not have the hottest bod out there, but i think she's sexy in every way. If i were a guy, i think i'd be drooling right now. hhaha

Anywass, that will be it for my "quick" update.

I wish you guys all luck in whatever you hope to accomplish. let it be work, school, life goals... etc. jus believe in yourself, and the sky's the limit :) ENDLESS world of possibility

<3 Anh